Tomorrow I get the results from my CT scan. I feel like my fate is going to be given to me tomorrow. I’m scared but almost numb to the whole situation, which I guess is better than stressing over what could happen. I have been given scripture over the past couple of days with words of healing, and I pray that my results tomorrow reflect that. But even if they don’t, He is good. I know He has the power to heal, but He also knows what is best for me. Ballet is not my life. He wants to be my all, my everything, my one desire. I pray that He prepares my heart for whatever the doctor tells me tomorrow.
“Whether I sink, whether I swim, it makes no difference to me when I’m beautifully in over my head.” (Bethel Music)
Therefore, strengthen the hands that are weak and the knees that are feeble, l and make straight paths for your feet, so that the limb which is lame may not be put out of joint, but rather be healed.
Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am faint;
heal me, Lord, for my bones are in agony.
(Thank you Emily)
Sinking Deep by Hillsong Young and Free