Day 8 (Unexpected Adventure)

Tomorrow I get the results from my CT scan. I feel like my fate is going to be given to me tomorrow. I’m scared but almost numb to the whole situation, which I guess is better than stressing over what could happen. I have been given scripture over the past couple of days with words of healing, and I pray that my results tomorrow reflect that. But even if they don’t, He is good. I know He has the power to heal, but He also knows what is best for me. Ballet is not my life. He wants to be my all, my everything, my one desire. I pray that He prepares my heart for whatever the doctor tells me tomorrow. 

“Whether I sink, whether I swim, it makes no difference to me when I’m beautifully in over my head.” (Bethel Music)
Hebrews 12:12-13
Therefore, strengthen the hands that are weak and the knees that are feeble,  l and make straight paths for your feet, so that the limb which is lame may not be put out of joint, but rather be healed.
Psalm 6:2
Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am faint; 
heal me, Lord, for my bones are in agony.
Song today: 
(Thank you Emily)
Sinking Deep by Hillsong Young and Free

Standing here in Your presence
In a grace so relentless
I am won
By perfect love

Wrapped within the arms of heaven
In a peace that lasts forever
Sinking deep
In mercy’s sea

I’m wide awake
Drawing close
Stirred by grace
All my heart is Yours
All fear removed
I breathe You in
I lean into Your love
Your love

When I’m lost You pursue me
Lift my head to see Your glory
Lord of all
So beautiful

Here in You I find shelter
Captivated by the splendour
Of Your face
My secret place

Your love so deep
Is washing over me
Your face is all I seek
You are my everything

Jesus Christ
You are my one desire
Lord hear my only cry
To know You all my life 

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